One time there are five thousand ways to follow, another way says I will not make it. When will we be clear of all these problems.

On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
> Have you seen the young kid sitting by the riverside, said one of the three old men. I do indeed, but that is not kid, it is a spindle waiting for the right one to come along? Is it Christopher Columbus or Von Burren, that we see here passing bye? I’ll say its probably neither let us create a riddle to see what they say
>
> Two fold or three fold, I will not know
> However there are sticks arranged in a pattern
> Three fold you say?
> I would never have guessed such a thing
> There are many a giant in this area with no more
> Than a bit of string to take away out strike
>
> It shall be than, 5 days until we see
> More of this grant where, 3 of them
> Are waiting for a right strike to come
>
> On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>> Three men started rhyming with each other
>> When along came a hound to dis the sound
>>
>> Where will we be said one of the men
>> Nowhere but in glee said another
>>
>> The gates opened and within they saw the saw of remorse
>>
>> This is a brief extract from one of the books of the renaissance times where Christopher Columbus sailed off into the oceans to get a better view of the lands. How surprised were the astronomers to find out that there was indeed a piece of corn to the east they could follow. Seeing the improvements they knew they had come to a point where they couldn’t understand any further. Life must continue through lots of time or they would not be able to find good shelter for us to hide in.
>>
>> On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>>> Seemingly there re thousands of notes sounds and tones we can hit to prepare for big days of festivities. There are new and exciting ways to imagine exactly how this will arise in the future but, it is clear that we must take notice if these musicians notes as they grow we more complex and rhythmic. Cavemen use to listen to music that could rival ours, but we have yet to uncover more of its properties to really tell a lot from the rudimentary ways they have. There are thousands of schools working on the issues as it has become such a large and robust industry. When will we be able to see true achievement in the face of all the new technology, which seems to stifle progress rather than renew it. Some of our species have decided that it is important to consider base notes that dominate our noses and hair (pulaka) as we cannot fully comprehend what is inside these notes that give us such thrills.
>>>
>>> On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>>>> With the progress of technology today. We are beginining to’ find that even simple words can be translated into large songs. It use to be that longer more intricate songs ruled the day, otherwise people couldn’t keep up with the volume of music, available. When one listens towee modern music compared to older music he finds that there are certain key elements left out. For example, the piano use to hold center stage (see Imagine). While today piano is al ways in the background of our hearing. after some time, one begins to wonder, if the only thing we will hear is the synthetic strums in a long wailing soundtrack which no one can decipher (see Bjork). A lot to think of and a lot to peruses in ones spare time.
>>>>
>>>> On Monday, January 9, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>>>>> There are times when one wonders whether the right thing to do is obvious or covert. More to consider.

Have you seen the young kid sitting by the riverside, said one of the three old men. I do indeed, but that is not kid, it is a spindle waiting for the right one to come along? Is it Christopher Columbus or Von Burren, that we see here passing bye? I’ll say its probably neither let us create a riddle to see what they say

Two fold or three fold, I will not know
However there are sticks arranged in a pattern
Three fold you say?
I would never have guessed such a thing
There are many a giant in this area with no more
Than a bit of string to take away out strike

It shall be than, 5 days until we see
More of this grant where, 3 of them
Are waiting for a right strike to come

On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
> Three men started rhyming with each other
> When along came a hound to dis the sound
>
> Where will we be said one of the men
> Nowhere but in glee said another
>
> The gates opened and within they saw the saw of remorse
>
> This is a brief extract from one of the books of the renaissance times where Christopher Columbus sailed off into the oceans to get a better view of the lands. How surprised were the astronomers to find out that there was indeed a piece of corn to the east they could follow. Seeing the improvements they knew they had come to a point where they couldn’t understand any further. Life must continue through lots of time or they would not be able to find good shelter for us to hide in.
>
> On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>> Seemingly there re thousands of notes sounds and tones we can hit to prepare for big days of festivities. There are new and exciting ways to imagine exactly how this will arise in the future but, it is clear that we must take notice if these musicians notes as they grow we more complex and rhythmic. Cavemen use to listen to music that could rival ours, but we have yet to uncover more of its properties to really tell a lot from the rudimentary ways they have. There are thousands of schools working on the issues as it has become such a large and robust industry. When will we be able to see true achievement in the face of all the new technology, which seems to stifle progress rather than renew it. Some of our species have decided that it is important to consider base notes that dominate our noses and hair (pulaka) as we cannot fully comprehend what is inside these notes that give us such thrills.
>>
>> On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>>> With the progress of technology today. We are beginining to’ find that even simple words can be translated into large songs. It use to be that longer more intricate songs ruled the day, otherwise people couldn’t keep up with the volume of music, available. When one listens towee modern music compared to older music he finds that there are certain key elements left out. For example, the piano use to hold center stage (see Imagine). While today piano is al ways in the background of our hearing. after some time, one begins to wonder, if the only thing we will hear is the synthetic strums in a long wailing soundtrack which no one can decipher (see Bjork). A lot to think of and a lot to peruses in ones spare time.
>>>
>>> On Monday, January 9, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>>>> There are times when one wonders whether the right thing to do is obvious or covert. More to consider.

Three men started rhyming with each other
When along came a hound to dis the sound

Where will we be said one of the men
Nowhere but in glee said another

The gates opened and within they saw the saw of remorse

This is a brief extract from one of the books of the renaissance times where Christopher Columbus sailed off into the oceans to get a better view of the lands. How surprised were the astronomers to find out that there was indeed a piece of corn to the east they could follow. Seeing the improvements they knew they had come to a point where they couldn’t understand any further. Life must continue through lots of time or they would not be able to find good shelter for us to hide in.

On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
> Seemingly there re thousands of notes sounds and tones we can hit to prepare for big days of festivities. There are new and exciting ways to imagine exactly how this will arise in the future but, it is clear that we must take notice if these musicians notes as they grow we more complex and rhythmic. Cavemen use to listen to music that could rival ours, but we have yet to uncover more of its properties to really tell a lot from the rudimentary ways they have. There are thousands of schools working on the issues as it has become such a large and robust industry. When will we be able to see true achievement in the face of all the new technology, which seems to stifle progress rather than renew it. Some of our species have decided that it is important to consider base notes that dominate our noses and hair (pulaka) as we cannot fully comprehend what is inside these notes that give us such thrills.
>
> On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>> With the progress of technology today. We are beginining to’ find that even simple words can be translated into large songs. It use to be that longer more intricate songs ruled the day, otherwise people couldn’t keep up with the volume of music, available. When one listens towee modern music compared to older music he finds that there are certain key elements left out. For example, the piano use to hold center stage (see Imagine). While today piano is al ways in the background of our hearing. after some time, one begins to wonder, if the only thing we will hear is the synthetic strums in a long wailing soundtrack which no one can decipher (see Bjork). A lot to think of and a lot to peruses in ones spare time.
>>
>> On Monday, January 9, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>>> There are times when one wonders whether the right thing to do is obvious or covert. More to consider.

Seemingly there re thousands of notes sounds and tones we can hit to prepare for big days of festivities. There are new and exciting ways to imagine exactly how this will arise in the future but, it is clear that we must take notice if these musicians notes as they grow we more complex and rhythmic. Cavemen use to listen to music that could rival ours, but we have yet to uncover more of its properties to really tell a lot from the rudimentary ways they have. There are thousands of schools working on the issues as it has become such a large and robust industry. When will we be able to see true achievement in the face of all the new technology, which seems to stifle progress rather than renew it. Some of our species have decided that it is important to consider base notes that dominate our noses and hair (pulaka) as we cannot fully comprehend what is inside these notes that give us such thrills.

On Tuesday, January 10, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
> With the progress of technology today. We are beginining to’ find that even simple words can be translated into large songs. It use to be that longer more intricate songs ruled the day, otherwise people couldn’t keep up with the volume of music, available. When one listens towee modern music compared to older music he finds that there are certain key elements left out. For example, the piano use to hold center stage (see Imagine). While today piano is al ways in the background of our hearing. after some time, one begins to wonder, if the only thing we will hear is the synthetic strums in a long wailing soundtrack which no one can decipher (see Bjork). A lot to think of and a lot to peruses in ones spare time.
>
> On Monday, January 9, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
>> There are times when one wonders whether the right thing to do is obvious or covert. More to consider.

With the progress of technology today. We are beginining to’ find that even simple words can be translated into large songs. It use to be that longer more intricate songs ruled the day, otherwise people couldn’t keep up with the volume of music, available. When one listens to modern music compared to older music he finds that there are certain key elements left out. For example, the piano use to hold center stage (see Imagine). While today piano is al ways in the background of our hearing. after some time, one begins to wonder, if the only thing we will hear is the synthetic strums in a long wailing soundtrack which no one can decipher (see Bjork). A lot to think of and a lot to peruses in ones spare time.

On Monday, January 9, 2017, jteaver <jteaver> wrote:
> There are times when one wonders whether the right thing to do is obvious or covert. More to consider.

There are times when one wonders whether the right thing to do is obvious or covert. More to consider.

Hey,

I just wanted to post a little more. I have’t posted in a while, but I feel that I need to get some things off my chest. I don’t really know what to say but this is from a suggestion on writing about traumatic experiences of which I have had one recently, and think it needs to be explored further. Hopefully, this will help.

To start off with I was sitting at home one day when some awfully strange things started to happen. I was sitting on my couch when an odd, hallucinogenic feeling came over me and the room started to change color. I was asleep and when I woke up I felt the whole room had changed color into this fluorescent white light, which seemed to be glowing off the walls. The paint was even different as if it had magically been affected by someone outside the building. I am not sure what it was but the feeling of being stuck inside a heroine den definitely hit me and it felt like my couch and transported into cement bags. I had to leave and kill myself I don’t know why. I think I will be writing more about this in future posts but I am just doing an initial draft for the first time.

I actually drove away from my apartment to a gas station and bought some anti-freeze which I then took to a park and drank in the evening hours to end my life. I am not exactly sure what happened or the time line of it all but I ended up pulling into a different gas station half drunk off of the chemicals and being arrested for drunk driving. I passed out the the police station and they rushed me to the hospital where I was supposedly in a coma for two weeks. I am not sure of all the details but I will continue to flesh this out little by little in the hope that this is cathartic in nature. I haven’t written about this experience yet as of January 2016 but these events must have happened in late 2013 and it took me about a year to recover. I have seen multiple doctors, specialists and psychiatrists for my condition but have not really seen the issue clear up as of yet. Hopefully, there is more to come and I won’t be feeling so under the weather after some of this writing. Thanks for reading and that’s all.

Jonathan

Here we go people let’s see what you got

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Changing the way I think about life.  Listening to music I don’t like.  Lot of things going on at once which don’t make sense.  Making sense of things may be a waste of time but refusing to get up off my butt is sort of stupid because its just a little work, not a lot of work.  Blog writing helps clear my mind in the sense that writing will generally help me feel something different.  Who knows why people kill themselves.  Hopefully I won’t go through anything like that again.  Practice my typing so I can type faster and more professionally.

A lot going on in life.  A lot of pain to deal with.  Fake letters to write to everybody to make them think harder about where they are now and where the are going.  Anyways, more work to be done back on the road again trying to figure things out from a different angle.

Introduction:

Greg wants to be good.  Greg has read the Dark Knight too many times.   Greg works at Breckenridge Hospital.  Greg is a professional doctor.  Greg gave bad medical advice in a situation where he thought I should be sent to Shoal Creek.  I knew there were lots of beautiful nurses there which I wanted to flirt with.  I could not refuse his bad medical advice.

Body:

Greg went to the University of Texas in 1990 and studied for five years.  He was a huge success.